Monday, July 22, 2013.
To have actions misinterpreted.
To run after someone only to be told off.
To be told off in public. Countless times in a day.
To wait for someone like an idiot. Only to know the person went to meet someone else.
To make many phone calls and send countless messages only to be ignored.
All this while having a screwed knee and a hyperactive stomach.
Maybe that's why I always have a pack of tissue and two packs of cigarettes in my pocket at all times.
To be self sufficient and not depend on anyone no matter what. That's what mummy always said.
And I allowed my fears to be realized and then dismissed for not being as bad.
Promises, agreements and solutions all forgotten in one night.
And lastly, to be left alone when all that was needed was a shoulder.
What else is in store for me tonight?
