Sunday, July 21, 2013.
Still haven't learnt my lesson after so many times.
I guess I only have myself to blame.
Perhaps what he said was true all along. To never ever put your guard totally down. Because it is only natural for someone to take advantage of you, sometimes when he is angry, sometimes when he is not. It will happen. And when it does, what will you do?
I foresaked my time to unwind cos she doesn't like me being there. In return, I loss many opportunities to speak with friends.
And now, here I am sitting down on a concrete slab, alone. Wanting to just speak with someone, anyone.. Yet there isn't a single soul in sight.
I only have myself to blame.
Back to square one it seems.
Wipe your tears. Stand up straight. God will never let you go through something you cannot handle.
I know I'm stronger than this.