Thursday, May 22, 2008.
Dark have the days been. Filled with tears and pain. Loneliness sets in. Thoughts run through. And the heart aches again.
Does one deserves such a torment? Maybe. Then again maybe not. But who is one to decide the weight of punishment?
Many a time, one does things without much thought. Causing pain when one did not wish to. Perhaps it is all fate? But who decides fate? One or God? Or is fate an excuse for one to give up?
Time changes everyone. Some for the better, some for the worse. But how has one change? No matter the time taken to reflect, it takes another to decide.
How does one move on? Keep one busy they say. But have not they forgotten? The years spent, the places visited. The memories rush in.
All expects. But why must one life to another expectations, when one's own was put aside? Yes, one was wrong to have done so. But it was a sacrifice for another to be happy.
One gave many. But the other claimed that it was too little. But why does not the other see?
One should never change for another. But it contradicts with life. Life is about change. Change for the better or worse. It is life. Evolution. A creation of God. So when some say that one should not change for another, are they ridiculing God?
As beautiful as it can be, it can hurt one badly. But how does one recover when one is still recovering from the pain?
One's actions decides one's downfall or rise. Like they say, think before one act. It may be the difference between pain and happiness.
~~A brave knight is one who stands up after falling~~
Is one that knight? Time shall tell.
