Monday, June 04, 2007.
Its ironic.. how sometimes you realise something.. and tries to rectify the problem.. things have to imply that its going to take a turn for the worse..
Sometimes i really wonder why I have to put myself in such a situation..or why i'm placed in such a situation.. i used to think that the big guy up there is testing my limit.. but why is it so? must i go through all kinds of crap for 4 years straight without a breath of fresh air in between?
One by one.. the problems deepen.. and of course..so does my headaches. perhaps it is why i fall sick pretty often.. And then came the talk just a while ago.. i had to think.. of what is really good.. not just for myself..
Questions asked.. thought roaming around the head.. stress levels increasing by the minute.. sounds so cliche.
Perhaps thigns would get better.. maybe..maybe not.. shall i hold on to hope? maybe..maybe not.. just go with the flow i suppose..
