Thursday, September 22, 2005.
today was my presentation day.. was kinda freaked out last night cos i didnt noe anything bout air cons (as in the different types.. kinda dumb..its not as if im gng to work for daikin or carrier..:P)
things went extremely well! all da crits for my year 3 have gone extremely well!!! hahhaa.. even got complimented extra!
"Ridzuan has gone a very long way since 2 years ago. That time.. it'll be unlikely of u to come out wit hsuch good work. Good work Ridzuan.. duing the interim crit, i asked u to keep the momentum going.. u've managed to step up the momentum.. good Ridzuan"
i couldn't stop smiling!!! until my friends were like "seyum seh dier.." smth like that i think..hahhaa.. how was i not to smile? i was expecting to be bombarded with critisism.. instead..iw as complimented!!! but of course..theyw ere certain mistakes here n there..if it were perfect..i wouldnt need to be in school right? haha..but well..it turned out extremely well.. lecturers lvoed my concept and my design.. kinda happy..cos iw as stuck with my design for the longest possible time.. my concept was alittle bit of crappy..made a few of the lecturers smile..but well.. it supported my design.. haha my building's name is "Phantasma".. one lecturer was like " why do u name ur building Phantasma?? wad is it?" haha.. and knowing me..sarcasm is just part of me..i went.. "Phantasma is an ENGLISH word.. it means.. to see something which isnt there" keke.. then everyone had the impressed look on their faces.. keke..
this lecturer whom i've never seen before (think cos i havent been in school for sometime..hehe).. he was like " i like ur design.. i like ur concept.. i like the way u played with ur facades androof gardens..and how u kept in mind the surrounding monuments and instillex them in ur design.. ur lineweights are also good.. all lines drawn according to their thickness.. good"
haha ..and one more.. "ur concept is very strong.. "
haha..how to not smile? there were more..hehe.. made me grin from ear to ear.. it just felt so good.. all the sleepless nights.. white hairs (YES I HAVE WHITE HAIRS..afew of them somemore..need to dye hair liao).. all didnt go to waste.. o oh..i told them that it was the first time i did everything on photoshop by myself.. one lecturer was impressed..he challenged me to do smth like wad this particular past year's top student did..haha.. kinda easy actually.. ill do it for my next presentation..
im just so happy! what a way to start my holidays! im already in the holdiay mood! wanna reward myself properly.. it feel so nice to be doing well.. its not my best..but wit heery passing critique.. im reaching it.. its been far too long since i last felt the feeling of achievement.. and it really feels soo good..
im happy.. thankew God for giving letting me feel this again.. thankew to all my friends who've pushed me..and believed in me..and thankew to Farhan n Anuar for helping me with 3D Vidz & Photoshop.. im gng to swm the next lap soon.. but for now..its celebration time!!!
~~those who sow in tears, will reap wit hshouts of joy!~~
