Wednesday, August 10, 2005.
thanks Khairul.. he said a few things that woke me up quite abit.. and irealised how much changed.. thanks Melly for accompanying me..and sharing certain thoughts to me..helped me realise what i had to do.. thanks Wahida.. for assuring me over certain matters about me.. Norsh..thanks for listening although i was damn irritating.. haha.. thanks to thosewho tried to bring some light into my life.. im gng to do something to get my life back on track.. hopefully i'll be fine after sometime.. it'll be my birthday wish.. early one..hahaha
had my presentation just now.. it went..EXTREMELY WELL!!!!!! got complimented.. 2 lecturers sat in my critique.. both r happy with my progress.. one told me to keep my momentum gng.. quite proud of myself.. was bugged with my godma's death and fell super sick..but i still managed to impress.. hahaha.. now.. after so much shit happening the past few weeks.. i for one..managed to break a smile.. was feeling dizzy and was literally shivering during the presentation.. cos my chest hurt like mad..and i just took medication.. haha.. but well.. its not always my presentation goes this smoothly.. ihad to smile..hahaha.. made my day so much better..
a few classmates kept asking if i was fine or not..guess everyone knew i fell sick..made me smile too..cos.. well.. they cared.. :) how sweet of them.. one even commented that im too quiet nowdays..sorry lah.. im too tired..coughing like mad..tire me out fast.. thats y i was sleeping b4 my presentation.. was really really exhausted..
hmm.. wad m i feeling now? mixed feelings actually.. i feel sad cos of wad i did (regarding D).. cos things has to be this way...and i feel happy..cos i managed to convince myself to do it after so long.. and to know that my life is gng to start moving again.. is quite comforting. .iwanna work hard..be an Architect cum Musician.. my dreams will become reality.. mark my words.. :)
i will make it in life.. Oi IDIOTS OUT THERE.. SIAM!!! RIDZUAN COMING THRU!!! :X hehehahhahahahahaa i need to laugh..hahahah... wth.. crapping again.. tsk.. :X ok la..im gng to stop ehre now.. wanna find some nice building pictures to get more 'inspiration'..haha..so cya all!!
~~Arrogant Narcisist Genius Erudite Leader~~ ANGEL... thats me.. muahahah~~
