Saturday, July 23, 2005.
its been a topsy turvy week.. things happened.. many which i would love to rememebr..and one..whic hi wish i could forget... but well..they say time heals all wounds.. i shall see how accurate that saying is..
leanred something enw this week..mainly about my name.. found it rather crappy..but i checked it..and its true! hahaha as most of u know.. my name is Muhammad Ridzuan.. meaning the Praised One, The Guardian of Heaven..well..i knew that having the name 'Muhammad' in my name had its perks.. but i wasnt too sure what..now i know..haha.. when im in my grave..ill be pardoned from all tortures/punishments... just cos i have a Muhammad in my name.. dont quite want it tough.. i know..i should be thankful blah blah.. but well..i'd rather give it up for other people.. eg.. my godparents.. my grandparents.. my parents.. haiz.. haha honoured enough to have been named after an Angel.. hahah
Idiot is still on bad terms with her mummy.. quite sad la.. she's attached to some guy.. her mom assumed some thing about him..and told her to break off the relationship.. her mom is in the wrong... but Idiot too is in a wrong..cos she shouted and insulted her mom.. i dont noe if she did it willingly..but well..the hurt had already been done.. haiz..how i wish humans can learn to accept people for who they are..the nthis world would be sucha better place to live in... :(
then its D.. still miss her..but well.. i did something bad i guess.. it takes two hands to clap they say..but maybe..i clapped too hard.. so now we aren't on talking terms..and i guess this time round she's gng to stay like this for an even longer time.. lost my godma ealier..now lose her..hehz.. God hates me i tell u.. always doing all these funny stuff to me. hehz.. well.. i have he urge to call her..and message her still..but something in me is telling me not to.. guess i just dont wanna irritate her any further.. hopefully she comes for my concert.. if she's gng to not talk to me forever or wadever..i just hope she comes for my concert.. somehow..something is telling me that she isn gng to turn up.. haiz.. cos..what good will it do for her? nothing.. so..guess i doubt she'll be coming..bu well..just holding on the alittle bit of hope..
speaking of my concert.. IT IS COMING!!!!! managed to get good seats for my friends this time around..hahaha front rows... not too front.. between 5-8 rows from the stage..better than last concert.. i got seats at the back..pathetic..hahha..will be playing more challenging pieces now.. when i saw therepertoire for the first time.. i got a shock.. hahaha.. here's what we're playing...
Pomp And Circumstance, Military March No.1 - Edward Elgar
The Phantom of The Opera -Andrew Lloyd Webber
La Virgen De La Macarena - Traditional Spanish (Originally arranged for The Canadian Brass)
Princess Mononoke - Jo Hisaishi
Can't Take My Eyes Off You - Bob Crewe & Bob Gaudio (arr. Toshio Mashima)
Godzilla Eats Las Vegas - Eric Whitacre
1812 Solemn Overture - Peter Ilich Tchaikovsky, Op 45
the choir wil lbe singing some songs too..dunno what though (cos i never liked them..haha).. as for the encore.. it not decided yet! 2 weeks till the concert..and we havent even decided..crap..hahaha band is petitioning to play Abba Gold AGAIN.. (i've been playing that song since sec 1..thats 1997..haha).. dun wanna play cos..if they're playing it..i have to conduct it..haha malu la.. kns.. we'll see how on the concert day itself.. haha.. so can't wait for the concert...i've got a new blazer cos the old one was too small.. so this time round..i wont look so funny.. blehz.. band has been practising alot..they;re stil lalittle messy at certain areas.. alittle bit out of tune for some parts..but ell..within two weeks..all should be fine.. btw.. some of the titles may seem unfamiliar to some ofyou..but dont worry..im sure u;ve heard of them.. hahaha just that u dun noe the titles.. :) so..to those who are coming for my concert... hope u guys will like it alot!!
school's been kinda frustrating... i've done 8 designs..all rejected..and thank god my 9th design was accepted..only had to do some minor alterations.. hahaha.. done that already..now i have to alter my basement alittle to accomadte certain things..once im done wit hthat..ic an build my cardboard model..and my computer generated model! then i can put it on my bloggy..like the last time round..hahaha.. this time its kinda hard cos i'll be using metal and NOT concrete... kinda chalenging cos i'm too used to concrete.. metal is a sudden change..haha..nvm..lurrve my design..it looks like an eye from top view.. thinking of how to elaborate on the eye for the facades.. btw..my site is in between MICA Buildnig and Central Fire Station.. across Funan Centre.. haha..had to think of so many design considerations..irritating..hahaha.. hopefully everything will be done..
its holidays!! hehz..but it'll still be a busy week for me..have to finish up my schoolwork...go for band pratice..meet people to pass them tickets..and usually whe nthat happens... i'll have to stay around for a while..cos its rude to go off halfway..haha just did that today..felt kinda bad..but i had no choice..had to rush home..furthermore..traffic at town wasnt moving at all!! had to get out of the cab and take a train instead... so irritating i tell you..felt like strangling someone.. well..anyway.. i gues ican afford to wake up late next week without worrying about my attendance..hahahaha! should vbe meeting up with my friends somewhere around the middle of the week..o out for a drive at night..hahaha.. see how.. if i dont have a car.. i may cancel the plans..if not..ill drive around!!! and ill make sure Anuar becomes the driver at some point of time..he needs practice.. hahaha already 6 months into his license..but he drives like a pussy..hahaha must make him practice more.. hopefully ican find a car to ermz..use..hahaha. ;)
and my sister is due next week! im going to have anew nephew!! Muhammad Rayn Anaqi.. can't wait!! haha..now Ian Matin will have company at home..at least he wouldnt be so cranky..hahaha..
haiz..so..good n bad bout the past weeks.. taking it slowly..kinda irritated by someone's comments last night though..hehz..but well..didnt wish to comment cos i was just being patient. hehz. will not say whats the comment.. private!!! :P so... till i type spomething on my bloggy again.. pls..leave a taggy... make me taggy more lively pls..haha thanks..muacks n hugz.. cya around..take care!
~~PuLL tHe sTriNG aND iT wiLL foLLow yOU WheREver yOu WisH. PuSH iT aND iT WiLL gO NowhERE aT aLL~~
