Saturday, June 11, 2005.
Hey all! as you can see..i have a new blog layout! with a new song too.. haha all thanks to Norsh.. all her idea..and well.. i really have no complaints.. my most 'decorative' blog to date... and i really love it like crazy! i tink its beautiful..haha
school's been really tiring.. in many sense..although im late (as usual)..its the projcts la..keep doing work until i practically forget about everyting else.. even food..and cigarettes..haha.. tons of wor kt odo..and my groupmates..nice people..but somehow..ommuinication breakdown between us.. but well..hopefully next week will be a better week.. and we should be able to finish the project by tuesday...still have our powerpoint presentation to do.. havent even touched on that one yet..we've only done the model and research... that isnt finished either..so we're really lagging..scaring me cos this project is gng to be the easiet one throughout the year..and if i cant get an A for this one.. i can might as well kill myself..
And just for ur info..if you've tried calling or sms-ing me on my hp.. im not using it anymoer..due to certain personal reasons (not stating here).. ill be changing my number soon.. if u want it.. leave ur email addy on my taggy.. or ask me for it on msn.. alrite?
My godma's cndition isnt getting any better.. its worsening by the day.. hence.. my family have decided that its now up to God.. her clock's ticking..and it'll take a miracle to help her.. it hurts me like crazy cos all i can do is offer a massage..or just watch her.. i used t obe able to help her wit heverything..now im stuck..co i dont have any iea of what to do..haiz.. signs are there.. clear signs..so now..we've just got to play the waiting game..haiz..
Someone special went overseas since tuesday.. she came back!! and i got to hear her voice.. how sweet..haha.. geez..missed her like crazy.. hmm..well don't get any wrong ideas.. i miss any of my friends if they were to go overseas..especially those whom i call/msg/meet often.. haha ill die if i dont hear them! anyway. im so glad that she's back..haha.. dunno why.. feels better? don't need t oworry if something bad may happen? haha.. i noe..i think to much..should shut up..
haha maybe i'm worrying too much about everything..thats why im having bad migranes recently..the whole week infact.. went to see my grandfather.. he claims that there is a 'biji' at my neck..causing my vein to get 'stressed up'.. sth like that..dunno how to explain..haha.. the vein stretches from my head all the wad to my shoulder and left arm..so..usually when i get migranes..my shoulder and arm hurts too.. haha..crap la.. see how..may consider gng to the doctor at the end of my project..now no time..to busy with schoolwork!
haiz.. anyway..i need to log off now..eyes really tired cos i was trying to figure out ways to alter my bloggy..haha thank god Norsh was there to guide me.. haha if not.. i would have go pissed off and closed my blog instead..haha.. muacks..
so.. ill next time..muacks n hugz.. take care!!~~
~~BlueEEeeEEeeeeEE~~
