Friday, February 23, 2018.
This brings the end of this blog. Itโs been good letting out thoughts through this platform for so many years.
And now, after understanding the meaning of โseek Godโ, I shall close this little chapter here.
May Allah bless us all with love, knowledge, forgiveness and mercy, In Shaa Allah.
Tuesday, May 02, 2017.
Perhaps this is all just a dream? That nice fuzzy feel?
The prayers. The list. The ticks. Wow.
With belief and hard work, dreams come true right?
Well, let's see what the future holds. Perhaps, with the ups and downs of life, the beauty will unfold and we'd learn to appreciate it, In Shaa Allah.
Slowly understanding why the chain of events had to happen. How everything falls in place by the will of Allah. ๐
Alhamdulillah.
Friday, March 17, 2017.
Wah! Now when all the pieces stared to fall in place, all seems so clear now!
Allah made the "wire trip" in Moscow for good reason! Cos the lies weren't just for that incident, but was for the week after too! Wonder if people knew, how different things would be. But well, not my call ah.
Then more signs popped up, got to see with the own eyes! Then people noticed too!
Through words from the mouth and fingers, one may choose to insult or open stories that were meant to be kept within four walls. Looks bad for the other party eh. But well, now with these further signs, people who pay close attention and with an open mind can piece up everything.
Alhamdulillah, this chapter is going to close in a matter of weeks! Ending was not one I wanted but as Allah has done over these short period of time, it was something I needed.
The dream was a nightmare that turned out to push me towards a direction I never though I'd walk. So far, it has been a fruitful journey and I can only pray that Allah continues to allow this journey to bear more good things, In Shaa Allah.
That smile I could give, the calm in the heart. Thanks to the many people who made endless duas. Alhamdulillah to the great friends and family members.
ููุง ุฃููููููุง ุงูููุฐูููู ุขู
ููููุง ุงุฌูุชูููุจููุง ููุซููุฑูุง ู
ูููู ุงูุธููููู ุฅูููู ุจูุนูุถู ุงูุธููููู ุฅูุซูู
ู ููููุง ุชูุฌูุณููุณููุง ููููุง ููุบูุชูุจ ุจููุนูุถูููู
ุจูุนูุถูุง ุฃูููุญูุจูู ุฃูุญูุฏูููู
ู ุฃูู ููุฃููููู ููุญูู
ู ุฃูุฎูููู ู
ูููุชูุง ููููุฑูููุชูู
ูููู ููุงุชูููููุง ุงูููููู ุฅูููู ุงูููููู ุชููููุงุจู ุฑููุญููู
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Artinya : โDan janganlah menggunjingkan satu sama lain. Adakah seorang diantara kamu yang suka memakan daging saudaranya yang sudah mati? Maka tentulah kamu merasa jijik kepadanya. dan bertakwalah kepada Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Penerima taubat lagi Maha Penyayang.โ (QS. Al Hujurat : 12)
Sunday, February 26, 2017.
Peace and solace.
Funny how you get it when you least expect it.
Alhamdulillah.
Thanks to Allah for the friends who never fail to remind me of him. What to do, when to do.
Am happy.
Thursday, February 09, 2017.
Got a message from the little sister at 1am while in the midst of doing up my essay.
Am so proud of the way she handled it. Peacefully. Alhamdulillah.
She was like, "eh you didn't go and read ah?"
Nope. Haven't gone there for sometime. No need to anyway. What's past is past. Am thankful to Allah for the experiences. To me, the chapter is closed. I cannot control what other people want to say or do, but I can control my own actions.
Everyone makes mistakes. Some mistakes form scars and are lesson learnt. Some ask why the need to let it out for all to see. And I'll simply say what my Ustaz said, "These are all tests from Allah through these people. Tests to see if there's hatred in your heart and how you'd behave towards such actions"
Just like that fateful day in the mosque where the khutbah was God's way of giving me direction. ".. no matter what the trials and tribulations from people, the prophets did not take revenge, but made dua instead. And that is what is expected of us. Make lots of dua, let Allah decide what is best for everyone"
Alhamdulillah. I would not have been able to do this without the experiences, good and bad.
Am so thankful for the advice and support from family and friends. When there was confusion, anger and sadness, Allah blessed me with kind souls to remind me of what to do, how to handle calamities in life and most importantly, how to smile and leave it to Allah.
It's still an ongoing journey but Syukur Alhamdulillah that the chapter has closed and Allah has kept me busy with so many new things.
Friday, January 27, 2017.
Almost a month and so far, things are looking good! Alhamdulillah.
Meeting friends old and new. Chit chatting and laughing lots.
Work has been rather busy. But am learning so many new things! Weeee!
It's been so busy until I almost forgot about schooooooool! Made new friends in the first day of class too! Alhamdulillah. :)
Now am left to find time to finish up my room! Furniture shopping soon In Shaa Allah.
Speaking of which, its a really good feeling to be debt free and have savings! In Shaa Allah with the savings plan, I'd be able to go umrah! If I could bring my parents along, it'll be greater! Heh.
Till then, here's to a happier and more stable life!
Thursday, January 19, 2017.
It's been a busy 2017! But Alhamdulillah, in the midst of the hectic period, many surprising opportunities popped up.
Favourite few parts of 2017 so far? Being debt free and having savings. If all works according to plan, then should have a nice sum by the end of the year, plus spare to go on holidaaaaaay!
Umrah perhaps. In Shaa Allah.
Oh.. new room colours with new furniture all gonna be in! In Shaa Allah before CNY.
And Nicole will have a nice proper place n the room! Weeeeee! Batcave. Excited!
Getting to do the stuff I love all over again. It's been good. Alhamdulillah. And old friends popped up again to add laughter and smiles.
Speaking of laughter, managed to laugh till I cried. All thanks to my bosses. One sang. the other was dancing while the last was making weird sounds.
Being in office has its perks. So far, so good. Alhamdulillah.
